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Neelesh Misra |
Aur aakhirkaar ek din hamari Shaadi ka Fixed deposit toot gaya.
Wo mujhe chodd ke mumbai chali gayi.
Aakhri baar us ghar me aayi jaha hum dhed saal tak ajnabiyo ki tarah ek chatt ke neeche rahe.
Aaj is rishte me na chatt thi,na deeware,
Bas ek antheen viraana tha,
Jaise bhayanak sardi ki ek raat,jisme yaad ke lamhe,
Snow Flicks ki tarah,
Aasmaan se Dheeme-Dheeme baraste aa rahe the.
Usne laal shaul pehna tha,Kaali jeans,
Aur haatho me wahi purani HMT ki ghadi,
Jo Uske papa ne 1st Division laane par di thi.
Usne kuch Takkaluff bhari baatein kari,
Home Loan,Join Accout,Passport par mera naam,Vakeel ka number,
Wagarah,Wagarah,Wagarah.
Mujhe jaise kuch sunayi hi nahi diya,
Itne lambe waqt tak ek gair ki tarah uske saath rehen ke baawjood,
Shayad main usse pyar karna kabhi khatam hi nahi kar paaya tha.
Aur aaj uski aankhon me talki,itni talki dekh kar laga,
Ki usne shayad mujhse pyar karna kabhi shuru hi nahi kiya.
Main jaanta tha Yeh Sach Nahi tha,
Mai jaanta tha usne bhi mujhse utna pyar kiya hoga.
Wo bhi meri tarah aadhi sahi,aadhi galat rahi hogi.
Lekin jaise pyar andhaa hota hai na,
Waise hi pyar ka na hona bhi andhaa hi hota hai na.
Uski aankhon me thoda sa kaajal tha,Kaajal me thode se aansu.
Mujhe aise laga jaise,
Jaise koi cycle ke chain mere dil pe lapet ke dono taraf se kheech raha ho.
Usne mej pe ghar ki chabiyo guccha bina aawaj ke rakhha,
Maine socha main in dus chaabiyo me ek chaabi ki tarah hi to hu,
Itne saalo baad main bhool gaya hu ki mera darwaaja kaun sa hai.
Maine kaha-Milne Aaogi?
Wo boli-Hum Kuch Galat to nahi kar rahe?
Jab tak main sir utha ke kuch kehta,Wo jaa chuki thi.
6 mahine baad talaaq ho gaya,
3 saal beet gaye,
Ek din main bhi usi train me chadda,
Mumbai me naukri jo mil gayi thi.
Kaun jaane wo kaha thi,
Kaun jaane wo shehar use kaha khaa gaya tha.
Phir se shaadi kar li hogi kya?
Boy-Friend hoga kya?
Jitna pyar mujhko diya,Usse bhi jyada usse pyar karti hogi kya?
Waise hi Baandhni ka Rajasthani Suit pehan ke Laal bindi lagati hogi kya?
Waise hi baarish ko dekh ke Mujhe yaad karti hogi kya?
Abhi bhi purani filmein dekh ke betahasha roti hogi kya?
Ek din achanak Band Stand pe Samandar ke kinare walk karti huyu uski saheli mili,
Boli wo ab bhi yahi hai,
Ab bhi akeli.
Ab bhi Diwaali me tumhe yaad karti hai.
Safaaya college me lecturer hai.
Wahi hostel me rehti hai,Kamra no.27.
Garmi ki dopahar thi,Ek sunsaan college ke ek sunsaan hostel me,
Main kamra no 27 ke saamne khada tha,
Khat-Khataya,Koi nahi tha.
Seediyo par 2 ghante baitha raha,
Phir Visiting card uske darwaaj pe phasa ke aa gaya.
Uspe likha-I CAME,MIGHT RETURN!!
MAI AAYA THA,SHAAYAD WAPIS AAYU.
Phir kabhi wapis nahi ja paaya.
Suna hai kuch saalo pehle usne aakhirkaar,
Visiting Card Jala Diya.....
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